ONE-HUNDRED-FIVE: Home

As Arous began to walk the last bit home, her stomach began to knot. Tears began to flood Arous’ face as feelings of shame and remorse began to engulf her soul. Remorse soon turned to bitter anger: she had been self-center and spoiled. Arous’ mind rehearsed in her head just how it would happen.  Would he reject her? Laugh at her? Or pretend not to recognize her? Guilt and shame began to overtake her, almost stopping her in her tracks, paralyzing her from taking another step.

She fought over and over with herself.  Fake fights. Real fights. Useless self-flagellation.

She took control of her breath.  She stopped along the road to listen.  The Bob White’s were singing, “bob-white, bob-bob-white”.  Blue Jays and Robins gabbed and joked all around her. Soon, an entire school of blue, silver and green poisajos surrounded her, welcoming her, encouraging her on. They sung a harmonious song she had missed for a year; her heart fluttered.

“This is how you must’ve made my mother feel,” she said.  They paused and blinked a collected yes to her.

Just below her she could see people in the fields: Sasquatch, men, women, a Desperado on a horse. As if her ears were opened, she heard singing.  Those in the fields were singing as if this was the first song of spring. It was a song of celebration; Arous had forgotten that it was Spring Jubilee. Those old songs of faith comforted Arous. As she walked, she saw more and more beings. Children were running around, chasing poisajos, making new friends. A Sasquatch helped here, a Momo.  Sentient beings came from all outside of Alippiana; there were Muskogee, Eskimo, Nephilim, Desperado, Swahili, Zulu, Korean, Prussian, Irish, all the colors of the rainbow and every name they are called by. Every language a song of dance understood in love.

Arous rounded the bend in the road to see the two Weeping Willows which opened the two rows of strong and majestic oaks; the sum of which two glorious magnolias introduced the house.

At last, Arous was home.

As Arous’ first step christened the gravel drive, she could here shouting in the fields and commotion the half mile ahead at the house. Someone had finally recognized her, and it wasn’t me, Miguel.

I know, I see everything, me, Miguel: I missed it all. I was out at the pond, sitting with that stupid cat while he watched the catfish, Watusi. But at that moment, I felt. Octavius and I watched it unfold in the reflection of the muddy pond water.

Her stomach tied itself up.  She could feel bitter gall rising. Shame glued her to that spot, her paralyzed legs wouldn’t take her one more inch.  But Arous had taken all the steps she needed for reunion with her Diofe.

At the end of the drive Arous noticed a figure running toward her.  Unashamed and unhindered by his robe and slippers, the half-naked man ran toward her. She could hear the faint sound of sobs between his excited gasps for breath. In an overwhelming instant, the large, warm grasp she’d remembered since a baby engulfed her.  He said nothing but sobbed and laughed on her neck.  Arous’ tears met him with muffled sobs, cries softened by his strong yet tender embrace. For so long, she had missed calling the name she loved most.

“Daddy, oh Daddy.  I’m home.”