Thursday, September 13, 2012

SEVENTY-SEVEN: Fatted Calf and No Bull


“We think she’s about to break her mother out of the HaleSpa.  She’s been there once,” I said.

            Edlawit and I stood before him in his Willing Room.  It’s not that he didn’t already know but we just needed some guidance and some comfort.

            “The dreams and memories have intensified now,” said Edlawit.  “But I’m not sure what to do.”  She was almost in tears.

            “And Octavius has been helpful,” said the Diofe.

            “Very,” I said.

            “Edlawit,” said the Diofe. “How has the communication to her been?”

            “Good. I think.”

            “You think? What don’t you know?”

            “Well, it has been during memories.  We’ve just caught up with her in real time, I think.  Everything’s been a jumble.  Out of order.  I’ve – We’ve made sense of most of it.”

            “What don’t you know?”

            “Well, memories.  I’ve thought things and then she’s said or did little things to make me thing she heard me but it can’t be those were things that happened in the past.”

            The Diofe smiled and almost chuckled. Edlawit relaxed.  His chuckle had that effect on you.

            “Edlawit,” he said motioning to her to come sit by him as his large chair expanded into a sofa to make room for her.

            He put his arm around her and pulled her in tight.

            “Edlawit, you are so very good at your gift.  You must remember and believe though that you exist in Eternity, not Time.  Right now, Arous is in Time. She is out there in the City and she has disconnected from me.  She has chosen to connect with you and with Miguel.  You are her only connection to me.  You are outside of time and whatever you think to her, send to her comes ouf from eternitiy to whatever point in time the memory is.  You are not ruled by time, only she is.  Does that make sense?”

            “Sort of,” she said.

            “The important thing is,” said the Diofe. “I give gifts that work.  When you stay in me, my gifts work like they are supposed to. Time has no hold on them.”

“There’s another thing, sir,” I said, “the fatted calf is ready.”

 “Yes, Miguel, the fatted calf.”

“The chief Skin-dancer reported to me this morning, the fatted calf is ready for Spring Jubilee. I can get him ready after lunch to prepare for a morning sacrifice.”

“Spring Jubilee.  The celebration of life, newness, renewed hope and joy.” Then he paused. I know he heard me. He’s not aloof but seemed to be concentrating. Then he looked straight at me.

“Not yet, Miguel. Though I’m happy for all my children, I can’t dance, not yet.”

“I know.”

Edlawit began squalling, anguish pouring out of her in a flood of tears.  He pulled her even closer and held her.

“Will she?” she started but couldn’t finish her sentence.

“You just do what you are called to do, Edlawit.  Use your gifts. Follow the desires of your heart. There is nothing else.”

When the calf tells you he’s ready, and the chief Skin-dancer confirms it, the calf is ready. You wait very long and the calf becomes a bull. Just because he’s from the Mist doesn’t mean he won’t keep growing-up to become a bull. Before long he won’t be the fatted calf anymore, but a fat bull and no one can stand that much bull.

As Aclarid, I can see what is churning in that mind, in that spirit of his, if he lets me in. But I don’t have to know to obey. Her departure hurt him; it has not changed him. In all my existence, I have never seen one shade of change in him. I know that Diofe does not, cannot be other than what he is.  Oh, he’s done the unexpected but it surprised me because I didn’t know him, not because he evolved. The Diofe doesn’t advance or change: he changes us. He grows us up.

            “You’re growing into a beautiful woman, Edlawit,” the Diofe said. “Don’t be afraid and don’t give up.”



Tuesday, September 11, 2012

SEVENTY-THREE: Loyal One


Ricci was beaming at Arous. “And, Simon said you weren’t interested in me at all but only interested in finding your mother.”

“What?” was all Arous could muster. The change had stunned her and she stood there in disbelief.

“I mean, really, it’s been all these years.  The last time I saw you, you were only about this high.  I’m so happy I could cry, if I was the crying type, but I’m really not. But if I was I would be broken down by sobbing.  Uncontrollable sobbing.” He laughed.

Arous thought he was crazy or she was crazy or this was a stress dream about confronting Ricci.

In a quick movement he moved to her and hugged her.

“Oh how I wanted to see you again.  But I’ve been so busy trying to run things.  You understand, don’t you?” He pulled away and looked at her. “Of course, you do.”

He pulled her to the bench to sit beside him.

“I’m sorry, this must be a great shock for you.”  He turned to her and grabbed both of her hands.  “Arous, I’m your father.”

At that moment Arous heard Simon cry, “Uncle,” as Senator Hodges-Baire stumbled into the gazebo followed by Jellina and a rather frantic looking Siobhan.

 “Indeed, Ambassador Hodges-Baire, meet my friend, Ladoiselle Arous,” said Siobhan.

“Siobhan if you would be a dear and let me know when MiJin gets here? She’s supposed to find me,” said Arous.

“Okay, I’m not sure I’ve seen her,” said Siobhan. She didn’t leave but stared at Jellina.

“I’m sure you know where to find her,” said Arous with emphasis. “Earlier we were in the kitchen-”

“Oh, she’s such a bore. You’d be better off if she doesn’t find you at all,” said Jellina eyeing Arous. “Matter of fact, I don’t know how you stand her.”

There was silence. Arous and Siobhan traded quick glances.

“Wait. Didn’t I just see MiJin here?” asked Jellina.  “Wasn’t she just with you, Ephor?”

“Jellina,” said Arous.  “Mind your own business.”

“The fact of the matter is,” said Jellina, “you could get shipped off the a HaleSpa for being with an Ephor without his Idelle present.”

“And, where did you run off to?” asked Arous.  Jellina was speechless.  “Fact is, Jellina, correct me if I’m wrong Ephor Ricci, but weren’t you just saying that MiJin was your loyal one?”

“Why, yes, Arous, I believe those were my exact words.”

“I thought so.”

Jellina’s eyes flamed at Arous, after she got over her initial shock.

Jellina pulled up close to Arous.

“Don’t cross me,” she snarled. “Trust me, I know how to return the favor if you cost me this Idelle-ship.”

“Come on, Jellina,” said Siobhan. “Let’s go find Mijin.”

Jellina stormed out and Siobhan followed.

“Ooo,” said Hodges-Baire laughing, “You made that one all hot.”

“It doesn’t take much.”

Ambassador Hodges-Baire sat down beside Arous and leaned on her arm, whispering, “If you ever find yourself needing work, I will have a job for you. You are quite good at poking the bear and not getting your head removed.” He winked at her, applying just a little pressure to her arm then got up and exited the Gazebo.



“My, my, my,” the Ephor began. “I’m not sure what to think. First, I think, how long have you been here without me knowing and how is that possible? Then, I think, you are just like your mother.”

Arous sat in stunned silence. Nevertheless, her face remained that of a Desperado poker champion.

“You’re my father?” Arous asked though she had known the answer.  Even before she said it.  Therese had hinted at it.  Her mother had alluded to it – had she expected her to just guess? Still, hearing it out of his mouth . . . out of her own mouth . . . Her mind reeled.

 “Let’s cut to the chase. What do you want to know?”

Arous hadn’t thought of it this way, not in detail. She had planned for the fight, for the struggle. She hadn’t been prepared for it being so easy.

 “Well, I didn’t expect you to be so unprepared. From all I’ve heard, I expected a more formidable opponent,” said Ricci smiling. “Or are you taking your time reading me like your mother?”

Ephor Ricci had that classic Amalgamese smile, his dark honey eyes sparkled with crimson flecks. Something about his voice soothed her. He looked so young. He touched her shoulder.

“It’s okay. We’ll sit here a minute. Ask me whatever you want.”

“I want to know . . . I want to know if she’s in the North HaleSpa,” said Arous. “I want to know when I can see her.”

The Ephor smiled at her.

Something about Ricci, Arous found familiar and aggravating all at the same time.

“Come by my office tomorrow. I’ll get you into the news paper archives. It’s funny. Through all the centuries no one has made an improvement on the hopeless newspaper. The best thing they did was to make it all pictures and add chewable V-dot, if you care for words,” said Ricci.

 He leaned over, kissed her on the cheek, and began to get up.  She grabbed his arm and forced him still.

“Why would I want to read a bunch of stupid newspapers,” she hissed. “You know I’ve come all this way to see my mother.”

Ricci sat back down. The Amalgamese warmth left his cheek. A spark remained in his eyes and his smile became honest and calculating.

“That’s much better.”

“I’m your daughter,” she said. “I got easily enough to you.  You broke down my shimmer but if you thought that was good, I have other skills.”

Ricci laughed; his laugh was the contagious kind but Arous found it grating. It made the hairs on her arms stand up.

“A threat?  You didn’t get to me.  I brought you here.  Let’s at least get that straight.” He laughed again before composing himself. “Whatever delusions of grandeur you might have about yourself, you’re no threat. You should also know something else,” He stood. He leaned down and put his lips close to her ear, “What you did, conspiring with an Idelle to trick me, was very, very dangerous. If it wasn’t for your mother, you would be dead.”

Ricci started out then turned. Simon was standing at the entrance to the gazebo.

“If it wasn’t for your friends,” Ricci said as if Arous couldn’t hear him in the gazebo, “you’d never pulled it off in the first place.”  He put his arm around Simon. “What, good, good friends.”

Simon turned his head to look at Ricci who smiled at him.

“Captian, you just earned your promotion,” Ricci said patting him on the back, grabbing his shoulder.

“Yes, sir. Thank you sir,” said Simon and turned away.

“Arous, I’ll see you next week,” he said. “Whenever you have the time, I’ll be sure to make time for you.  My daughter.”

Ricci’s eyes flashed and he strode off into the night flanked by two of the Spartan Guard dressed smartly in grey.

And Arous was at Simon’s elbow.

“He knew?” she looked up at him pleading then it hit her. “You told him!”

“Ricci has known about you as soon as you got here. There hasn’t been anything I’ve told him that he didn’t already know.”

“Siobhan?”

“Siobhan is his Idelle.  She didn’t get there by sitting around eating ice cream.”

“She -”

“But you can’t blame all this on Siobhan.”

She tried to jerk away from him but he held her tight. “I can’t trust you, it seems!”

“Look, Ricci is ahead of all of us.  We’re all playing into his game.”

“Yes,” she said beginning to cry. “You all have been playing me.  Who else is in on this? MiJin? Jellina? Jude?”

“I could ask you the same thing, Arous. You knew I worked for Ricci,” said Simon gently. “How long have you known about Ricci?”

“The letter Siobhan gave me. My mother alluded to my father and I had picture of her with Ricci and I just kind of thought maybe it was all connected. But I didn’t know.”

“And you didn’t tell me,” said Simon. He voice began to break but he remained calm and gentle.  “Arous, I told you I wanted to help you and you didn’t tell me any of your suspicions.”

“Oh, don’t try to switch it around like I’m the one you can’t trust.”

“Arous. Stop it,” she tried harder to pull away from him this time.  Instead of struggling with her he pulled her back into the Rose Gazebo and sat her down and sat by her.

“Arous, look at me,” he said.  Simon’s voice was gentle.  He loosened a grip on one of her wrists and wiped away her tears. “Arous, I still want to help you. Everything I’ve done has been for you.  I’m Captain of the Gray Guard now.  I can get you in to see your mother.”

He pulled her close to him and rested his chin on her head.  Her body melted into his and she sobbed all the harder. She closed her eyes a moment and let herself drift away.  Her mind was only on the arms that were around her.

Arous took a sharp inhale; for one short breath, she imagined it was Jude, not Simon, whose arms enveloped her.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

SEVENTY-FIVE: Reuinited


A circular floor began to rise up in the center of the tables.  People began to trot to their assigned seats.

“Arous, they want us understage now to be ready to announce us.  We’re one of the first couples presented.”

“Oh, I have to go too,” said Siobhan as she started running toward the stage. “I’m introducing you!”



Simon led Arous understage until they were ready to be introduced.  When Ricci went onstage with his entourage the crowd went wild.  He could hear all three Idelles saying something a little bit different about the Ambassadors Ball and how all the Ambassadors and MOTA from each Pangaea were welcome to Pangaea Canadi. Each of the Ephors from each of the Pangaea’s was introduced along with his Idelle.  The Prime Ephor was introduced last.

MOTA Hodges-Baire was announced onstage and his new title, Ambassador Hodges-Baire to Canadí, was granted.

“My Uncle, as the only other living member of my family, he’ll be there when my Captainship is announced to the public.”

“Question,” said Arous. “Aren’t there lots of Captains in the Spartan Guard?”

“Yes,” said Simon. “Each hundred men has a Captain.”

“Why are then announcing you?  Why is your appointment different? Does it have to do with your uncle?”

“No, Arous. I’m not just any Captain.  I’m going to be Captain of a group of men that Ricci has had trained and readied himself.  I’m the Captain of Ricci’s Grey Guard. I’m the first and only one. Ricci is passing the reins to me. The Grey Guard is an elite force.  There will be only one hundred Grey Guard.”

A stage manager came up to them, “You’re next,” she said.

“Announcing, the youngest ever, Captain of the Grey Guard: Captain Simon Hodges-Baire.  Welcomed by Ambassador Hodges-Baire. Knighted by Ephor Ricci. Escorted by Ladoiselle Arous.”

The crowd cheered and went silent.

There was a full moon out.  At MiJin’s request, Arous had used a little make-up to tone down her skin but neither of them had anticipated a full moon.  With the stage lights reflecting off her and the moon pouring iridescence all over her, Arous shone.  The crowd was captivated. Then as one person they all jumped up and cheered for them, as if an electric current ran through all the chairs.



Right on time, they all exited stage for the dancing part of the Ball.  Mijin walked up behind Arous and grabbed her arm.  Siobhan whisked away Simon.  When Arous-as-Mijin came out of the kitchen, she saw Jellina walking arm-in-arm with Ricci.  She didn’t see Simon and Siobhan and she didn’t care. A candidate-in-training for the Gray Guard asked Jellina to dance. She turned and saw MiJin walking toward them so Jellina jumped at her chance for freedom for a dance. Arous-as-MiJin walked up to the other side of Ricci and grabbed his arm.

“Mijin,” he said. “I was beginning to think you’d abandoned me.”

“Never.”

“You are the loyal one, aren’t you?”

“Of course,” Arous didn’t know what else to say.  Ricci laughed.

“Why don’t we walk to the Rose Gazebo?  Jellina and Siobhan seem to be having their fun somewhere else.  That’s what you get when you have teenagers for Idelles.” He laughed again.

They were followed to the Rose Gazebo by two of the Grey Guard.  All along the way, people stopped to compliment Ricci on his entourage, his new Captian, and of course, Mijin herself.

Ricci sat inside the rose and vine covered gazebo but Arous stood with the two Grey Guard beside her.  Ricci nodded to one of them and, before Arous knew what was happening, a grey fog engulfed her.  Her Mijin shimmer faded and she stood there as Arous.

Ricci clapped his hands together at his hear and exclaimed, “Reunited at last!”