EIGHTY-NINE: Siobhan’s song
Jude had warned Arous
about Ricci. She believed him. Now.
Ricci and Arous walked into the
HaleSpa together and right to the Purple Ward. Just as instructed, no one
stared at her.
She wished Jude was with her. He could hold her and make her stop shaking.
When the arrived in the room, Arous saw
at Siobhan’s weak body limp on the bed.
She was cocooned in a mass of light and fog. Her eyes were closed and
her breath was shallow.
“What have you done?” Arous was
almost in tears.
“She’s been sick for awhile,” Ricci
said. “I’m only trying to save her.”
“I think I can save her,” Arous
mumbled.
“You
can,” whispered Edlawit. “Try Arous, you have to try!”
“The fog has already entered her
lungs. The transformation has already started, if we stop now, she’ll die.”
“The transformation?” she whispered.
“Soon it will aspirate her skin,
sucking in on itself from her lungs and blood, like a black hole. But, just
before that, we’re going to save her but I’m not sure you should be here for
that. Most people find watching it quite traumatic. I thought I’d try starting it without him since I
don’t think you two should be in a room together. You might just cancel him out, I don’t know.”
Ricci was rambling now.
The two cocoons on either side of
the cage became tangible Miasmen in their pinstriped suits and red rimmed
glasses. They breathed fog that swirled
around Siobhan.
“It’s not too late,” Arous said, “I
have the power.”
“I’ve seen your Skin-dancing skills.
Quite impressive,” Ricci sucked his breath in. “But, your life saving skills,
I’m not too sure about. They certainly couldn’t save Priscilla.”
“You don’t need to mention my past,”
Arous voice was soft. “I can remember.”
“I will say, your work on that Momo
back in Plateau Drop was impressive but Momos and people aren’t the same thing,
really.”
“Call back your fog,” Arous voice
was solid now.
“Ooooh. Really?
Hmmmmm. If I stop now, she might die.” He paused and then said to the Miasmen,
“Remove your fog.”
Arous ran to Siobhan scooping her up
in her arms. Arous began to sing. Her song faltered, like magic hands sweaty
with nerves.
Arous meditated on the Bowl. The weeping willows swaying in the wind, the
poisajos. She could see the Mist rolling
over the meadow in the pre-lighting.
Edlawit was there calling to her.
She could see her mouth moving.
But no sound escaped her screaming mouth.
Ricci began to giggle, then guffawed
out loud. Arous tried to ignore him.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “It’s just so
cute. You trying to save her. She was so willing to sell you out to be my
Idelle.”
Arous song broke. The fog stopped coming from Siobhans
mouth. She wasn’t breathing.
“No, no, no. It’s not
working. Why isn’t it working?”
“What is your source?” asked Ricci.
“My - ?”
“That shouldn’t
matter. It shouldn’t. I have the gift,” Arous began to sing again, meditating on
those weeping willows, Arcadia, the meadow, the song of the Oak trees. Her notes rang true, pure. Siobhan took a
deep breath, her eyes fluttered.
She could see Edlawit
clearly now. She could almost hear her
words like echos in a barrel.
“The Diofe. The Diofe. He is your Source. Meditate on him. You can save
her. He can save her. Don’t be afraid.
The Diofe”-
Arous’ mind snapped to
the word traitor. The vision of home
blurred and faded. Her song faltered.
“Arous, I’m not,” whispered Siobhan.
“But I am,” Arous whispered back.
“No,
Arous! Don’t run. Come back,” screamed Edlawit. “Arous!”
She continued to sing but she could
no longer hold on to the feeling of the water-filled air on her skin, or the
smell of the Mist that enveloped the Weeping Willows or the sound of the songs
of the Oak trees, or the sound of the poisajos as they mimicked Priscilla. It
was gone and the blackness and doubt in her filled her song and her voice
cracked.
Edlawit’s voice was silent. She had disappeared like everything from
home.
“No” said Arous. “No, no, no.”
“Arous, love, sweet, I can help
you,” he said.
“No, this is the Mist, not you
Ricci,” Arous said but she wasn’t sure anymore. “He made me, I know he made me.
You are not the maker of me.”
“But, Arous, we’re alike. You and
me. I am your father. You are me . . .
and your mother. That’s all.”
“What?” asked Arous. Her mind raced between him, the Diofe and Siobhan.
Siobhan and Simon betraying her, manipulating her, paid by Ricci, telling Ricci
everything. Back to Ricci.
“What?” she asked again. He was beaming.
“I’m your father, Arous.”
“No – don’t.”
“I’m reaching for your Arous, let
her go, just for a moment, and grab my hand.”
“I -.”
“Think Arous,” he said. “Think
Arous, where is your source when you need it most? If he’s so powerful, the
Diofe, if he knows everything, he could help you now. He could or he can’t. Or
he won’t. But I’m here now and all you have to do-”
She looked up at him for the first
time. He was glowing. There was a warm orange halo all around his body. He was
smiling that beautiful winsome smile that made everyone love him, trust him.
“I’m not your enemy, Arous, I’m your
father.”
“My-?”
“Say
it!” Ricci was thinking: Just say it; all you have to do is say it and I
can make you believe all the rest.
“You and me, kid, we could rule the
world. You with the power of Life and me with the power of Death. Nothing could stop us. Shoot. Even we
couldn’t stop us. The greatest father, daughter team ever.”
Siobhan gasped. The rattling sound
of her breath jerked Arous back from Ricci’s mesmerizing voice.
“Siobhan, Siobhan. Hang on.” She
tried to sing and no song came out.
“If you grab my hand I can save
her,” he said. “Forget your song from the Mist. Forget the Diofe and
Miguel. Let me be your source.”
“No,” whispered Siobhan. “No, Arous.
I don’t want to be like them.”
“Arous,” said Ricci, “I can give
Siobhan the breath she needs. Your power is gone. Let me help you help her.”
“Come closer,” Siobhan whispered.
Arous leaned down, putting her ear
to Siobhan’s lips.
“He wants to make me like them. He
wanted you to see. Queztacoatyl . . . I never believed . . . He’s here . . . He
was here . . . Ephor Sextus and Ricci . . . before Ricci . . . the Thirteen.”
Siobhan didn’t finish and Arous pulled away.
“Siobhan?”
Siobhan’s eyes opened and the
muscles on her face relaxed.
“No,
Diofe, no. Help me. Help me. Miguel! Edlawit!” It was too late.
Arous froze but she didn’t cry. Her
face tensed and for a moment she looked like a statute. Ricci continued to glow
steady. The only movement was one of the two Miasmen shivered, almost coming
out of his cocoon. A flash of light shot from Ricci’s eyes and electrified the
Miasman in the cocoon, lighting him up, exposing his features: tall, strong, a
boy of sixteen, large eyes, Jude.
His cocoon tensed and sighed and was
still.
Arous didn’t notice.
Ricci narrowed his focus back to
her.
“I am here, Arous,” smiled
Ricci. “When no one else can be, I am.”